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Name: Edy.
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Thursday, April 16, 2009

In every city, in every town, in every village, there lives someone who knows something you do not.

A bubble, a boy, an opera - my revelations come to me in the strangest wrappings, and stranger bows.  There is no "stuck" to inferior or superior, and no justification for middle ground, for mediocre, for common.  Sitting in my seat, pressed against the table so that they must press against the wall, my mind is dime-store bounce on Escher stairs.

You are smarter than Vincent.  Vincent is smarter than me.

But you make me hilarious. 

And you make me wanted.

And mi otra lengua begs for muchacho swelter.

To do so well here
while wanting to get away
must be the result of feeling good.
Not to feel stuck is new,
but the floor-air-floor way of life
makes me tired.

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If proud of a good deed, what happens to the "good?"

If cognizant of karma, does it still count?

The Dalai Lama and houses that say hello are not some of my remaining threads.

 


Sunday, March 22, 2009

Smoke is the perfect accompaniment to melancholy. With smoke, our exhalations are given physical qualities that intensify our depth perceptions. The smell of melancholy is turned sharp, stinging our eyes and nostrils with its acrid leftovers. The sight of melancholy proves itself an obstruction to all who are near, each immediately veiled by a rare translucence. However, the sound of melancholy remains -- it is the unrequited love, the dark recesses, the whispered breath of every human suspended in the fog of a sigh.

On warm evenings, I sit at my window, illuminated and afloat on a sea of smoke, aware of every sad state in the nation of me.


Monday, March 16, 2009

I've done this to too many hearts.


I stopped sending flowers to your apartment
You said you aren't home much anymore
I stopped dropping by without an appointment
Cause I'd hear laughter coming through your door.

Sometimes late at night you'll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You make me vow to try and stop by sometime
Baby that's a promise I can't keep.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don't expect me to be your friend.

I don't walk down through the village or other places
That we used to go to all the time
I'm trying to erase you from my memory
Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.

You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
Introduce me to your latest lover
That's when I feel the walls start crashing in.

- Lobo.


Sunday, March 15, 2009

I am tired of wiley coyotes, dandy wolves, and interruption.


Thursday, March 12, 2009

The Quiet Miscalculation of Murmurs, or the Anatomy of Melancholy.

The weather in this celebrated town mirrors the canals that run adjacent to my nose, curl around my eyes, and bridge the gap between chin and collarbone.

The cold nights gasp until daybreak. That is when a fiery chariot swoops to the drive and heats the ground until it is reanimated. The old rain is caught in rock - I can feel the dampness through the soles of my barefeet.

By nightfall, I will be looking for the other sock again.

I fear termites and obsessively count my concentric rings. With bones that creak like limbs and eyes that weep like willows, I wonder if I will soon stand naked and bending in the wind.

Roots go so deep that I am almost unafraid of slipping, but still the sky changes its friendly face to foe and back.

With a god like that, it's no wonder I haven't forgotten how to shiver.




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